going to the Vancouver sex show

I get to go to the Vancouver taboo sex show. lots of venders and shows to watch!, I can't wait! It's from 19th -22nd this month. I'll write about my whole experience when I get back. SO a sub found me on line and wants me to be his mistress. i am not to sure about it as i am usually the sub, but it could be an interesting experience for me as well. I will be able to grow a bit in my sexual knowledge. in preparation i am reading a book on bondage and the relationship of the sub and dom. very interesting. It's called Erotic Bondage Handbook by Jay Wiseman. he also wrote SM:101 a realistic introduction. Look him up if you are interested. at the same time D and I have a 4th date planed for Sunday. I don't get many 4th dates so I am just excited to have one. this guy might actually be serous about dating. I'm not so sure I am into him as much as I would like to be though. Would I be settling with him just to say I have a bf? plus all the first dates I've been having lately. with all this happening I met a young guy I like, kinda out of the blue. Didn't meet him online, a friend introduced us. But he is very very young 20 to my 36. I am thinking he might be the FWB I have been looking for. I will have to talk to him when he wakes up to see exactly what we are doing. so far the whole swinger thing doesn't faze him.