wow it's been a slow few months for actually meeting people in person and going on the first date, but i have been busy e-mailing and msning.

there's this girl, she gave me a tempting offer her husband of many years is dieing. so she is looking for a woman to fall in love with and live with them, help her through him dieing and take over when he is gone as part of the family...they live on a small farm, animals, garden everything i have always wanted. the only thing we differ on is that i can't be monogamous, and she want's that, soo close. so we agreed to be friends and i will send anyone her way that i think she would like.

i still haven't met the 50 year old who likes to travel, that lives near me...mentioned him before.

still haven't met this other guy, swinger, met him when i met the 50 year old...they are apparently too busy to meet me and i am getting frustrated with both of them

but i did meet a new guy, a sugar daddy looking for a sugar baby, he lives in Maryland and works off shore as an engineer on a big boat that supplies oil rigs. so when he is off work he has nothing but time and money so goes on vacation alot. was talking to him today and he offered to send me an allowance. not sure how much, i didn't want to ask, but i could sure use the funds. he says he takes care of his girls. i could use some spoiling for a bit. he is good looking to, bald black guy, i have a bit of a fetish for bald black guys. talking to him on line he seems nice so far, hoping i like him when i meet him. he is getting time off end of April and is coming out here for a week to meet me. at the rate the other guys are going i will meet him before I meet the guys that actually live here!

I have also met two new couples on line, one couple lives in the city i used to live in, they come out to where i live in the summer every year.

the other couple lives in the next town over, only talked to them once so far but they seem nice and like they would be alot of fun to play with.

soo i am just waiting to actually meet some of these people in person, will be happy if i continue to see just one or two of them beyond the first date.

int he mean time i keep looking, it is a numbers game after all. can't believe i have been doing this online dating here for a year and still haven't met anyone on line i have been on more then 3 dates with. but i am not going to give up just yet.