oops

well i mess up a bit

that girl I met, the sub, she got in trouble for playing with me. you know with guys i make sure that they are aloud to play separate from there spouse. but i didn't ask her. i guess i assumed she was aloud because she is his sub and (i thought)wouldn't do anything she wasn't aloud to do.
unfortunately he way over reacted and she is not aloud to see me again and he has been verbally abusing her calling her a slut and a whore...her one big rule as a sub is that verbal abuse is NOT aloud. so she is kinda putting her foot down on that, i hope they can work it out, and hope he stops. he has gone from being a dom to just a bully, and that's not right.

on another note i finally slept with the the male half of the gamer couple and was very disappointed, he just doesn't seem to know what he is doing and after repeated requests from me to go harder he just couldn't. so now again i have to let him down easy without out telling him he sucks in bed.

so it's been a busy few week LOL
i do have a first date planed with a new guy, but when i told him i was bi-polar he seems to balk and suddenly had to go, so i have the feeling i won't here from him again, I'll be surprised if i do get to go on a date.

new girl!

So i was going through girls adds on the date sites, i saw this girl and i recognized her, I've seen and talked to her around town. her bio was cool, she's also into pagan stuff and healing plants and well she's almost like another me! so i got ahold of her and we chatted then she came over the next day, can you believe she lives just a few blocks away?!

OK i am all excited
she came over and we talked for hours, watched a few movies in between. we actually stayed up till 4:30am

so here's her story.

she 20 years old, has been very sexual for many years now. and she is a submissive. she has a boy friend who is her dom 24/7. but he is out of town alot, and he knows she's very bi so he ordered her to find herself a girl friend. for her to play with and for both of them to play with.
she is very into bondage and pain and giving him total control. when she talks about him and what they do together she just glows, you can very much tell she loves it and him.

so i am into bondage but not pain. sounds like they can help me with that. I've never been with a real dom before, so it is kinda exciting.

and me and her got along soo well last night, i can't wait to see her again, we seem to understand each other and have quite a connection already.

and naturally we did fool around before we went to sleep last night hehe.

so am very tired today, but very happy and can't wipe the smile off my face :-)