oops

well i mess up a bit

that girl I met, the sub, she got in trouble for playing with me. you know with guys i make sure that they are aloud to play separate from there spouse. but i didn't ask her. i guess i assumed she was aloud because she is his sub and (i thought)wouldn't do anything she wasn't aloud to do.
unfortunately he way over reacted and she is not aloud to see me again and he has been verbally abusing her calling her a slut and a whore...her one big rule as a sub is that verbal abuse is NOT aloud. so she is kinda putting her foot down on that, i hope they can work it out, and hope he stops. he has gone from being a dom to just a bully, and that's not right.

on another note i finally slept with the the male half of the gamer couple and was very disappointed, he just doesn't seem to know what he is doing and after repeated requests from me to go harder he just couldn't. so now again i have to let him down easy without out telling him he sucks in bed.

so it's been a busy few week LOL
i do have a first date planed with a new guy, but when i told him i was bi-polar he seems to balk and suddenly had to go, so i have the feeling i won't here from him again, I'll be surprised if i do get to go on a date.