generally in the past when i have had friends with benefits they are more benefits then friends. this time around he is more friend then benefits. not through lack of trying.
the thing is he has MS and he had well issues with staying up and having an orgasm. Viagra works for keeping him up, but he still has a hard time cumming, and Viagra is expensive as well so only have it to use once in awhile. then as well just has a low sex drive and most nights he has a lot of nerve pain because of his MS or he is just too tired and worn out because of his MS. i think it is getting frustrating for the both of us.
i told him about my unexpected visitor that same day and asked him to come over in case the guy did come back, he didn't of course really didn't expect him to.
so me and my FWB decided we would play anyways, he toke his Viagra and i put on a porno. we kissed and played and i went down on him. he loved it but on big O. i played with my vibrator while he fingered me i had a big O. but when i tried to get back to him he started having pain in his head (nerve pain) and it wouldn't go away. So we learned that pain trumps Viagra. he couldn't get hard at all.
so frustrating for both of us. I told him he would have to start coming over in the mornings when he has no pain and has more energy.
on the plus side i do like having him come over, and he is over a lot. it's nice having someone to talk to and cuddle up with while watching movies.
