remember the swinger party i was trying to get to, well the guy who i thought was taking me, confirmed and i gave him the address and everything. then the asshole stood me up! and i couldn't get a hold of anyone else to take me on such short notice, so i was all dressed up and looking sexy, hoping to get a lot of sex that night, and i sat here all night waiting for him...have i mentioned before how much I really HATE being stood up? when i know i am getting go out, i spend all day getting ready, and looking forward to the fun and getting excited, then to not go anywhere, it's such a let down.. why couldn't he have a t least gotten a hold of me to tell me he wasn't going to make it? is it so hard to be considerate?

as for the goatee guy, haven't seen him online since our date, may have been tricked into yet another one night stand...this is why i have the rule about no sex on the first date. grr. I am hoping he is just busy this week, will have to see.

int he mean time there is another guy i am talking to, he's from Scotland. i got a message on my msn today that he wanted to meet me today, but he hasn't been online all day....another wait and see thing.

have i ever mentioned that i hate waiting for things? i am more of an instant gratification type of a person, I'm working on it, but i still hate waiting.