it's not as easy as it looks to find someone on these web sites. i can get say 10 e-mails a week (thats being generus lol) lets say half of them get my interest, i write back and ask them what kind of relationship they are looking for and ask what they do for fun.. i figure it gives me a general idea of them. based on there answeres i might give one of them my msn address, some people end up on my msn for months without them ever having time to see me, i just give up on them after awile.. i few i get to meet, for a first date meet and greet, some disapear after that 9not interested i guess) and some i am not interested in seeing again...once in awile i see them a second time and even more rarely i see them a third time... so i am basickly still single and looking.. i am finding that the couples are sooo much more reliable then the single guys... single guys stand me up alot, they make a date i go, and wait for like half an hour and no show (i only wait half an hour) very frustrating. I have yet to meet a single bi girl.. us bi girls seem to all be taken lol.
today i had an e-mail from i guy who was all excited becouse he has the same dream vacation as i do (hedonisim resort) just to bad he lives a few towns away... traveling to see him would be difficult.
then there is the much much older guy who lives in baleze.. is in Canada for a visit then going back..I've been e-mailing back and forth the last couple days.. i have to ask myself though. am I more interested in him just becouse he lives in Baleze and i am hoping at some point to get to go? is that gold digging in a way? would i even have writen back if he was living somewhere else/ and really what kind of long distance relationship can i have with a guy who lives in a differant country?
things to ponder anyways
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